Saturday, 16 November 2013

16th nov, 2013

I want a perfect life, perfect relationships and perfect moments of my life as a perfect person for whom I will feel happy for every moment of myself and proud of my self.
I want to be neither talkative nor dumb… but want to make everyone around me happy for me… they must crave to hear me… they should be anxious to my voice…! But every one should be happy with me…! My life should not be dramatic but totally realistic and happy that everyone should envy for that… they must feel to be with me…! I hate religious contradictions and comparisons… I love every religion I would love to bow my head in every temple, church or masjid… I m not at all against any love marriage nor I am in favor for arrange marriage… I just feel that in my own case I have hand over my life into my parents hand as long as my husband won’t step in my life… and so even a right to take decision to select a right better half for me is also I have given to my parents… but since the moment my husband will stepped in my life I will give my life into my husband’s hand… and will hold his hand to fulfill his life and dreams along with mine too together…! I would love to be with him on every stage of the life… to love him and to care him… in exchange I expect to get his infinitely love, care, to be in his thoughts, with smile on his lips with my presence around him, and to get his loyalty towards his relationship with me…! My parents has fulfilled my wishes, they have taught me as much best as they can… and the most precious lesson from them to me is 100% principle oriented person with all the important morals of the life…!
I don’t want to be lazy at all… even I will raise by age I want to be young forever not by look but by inner youth and strength in body…!

I love my special angelic and gifted siblings J marnie cum manu, adi cum hasru and shalu cum my fulbaji as much as I do love kanha…! They have made a different meaning to my life… and I m so lucky to get them in my life…! Also I love HB di… knowingly or unknowingly I have found a wonderful lady cum elder sis to whom I really do trust from core of my heart…! Her simple and shyly silentness has won my heart… and I love her so much J