Some times don't know what my heart expect me to do... but i could just feel what i want to do...!
some time minds speaks different and heart feel different and i feel like to shout a loud and cry out as much as i could...!
sometimes i don't get what i want... i just feel like something is trying to be out of me but don't know what it is...!
might i have wing... and might even i know how to fly using those wings... but yet feels like a pigeon within a cage...!
why this is happening to me oh my lord?
why i feels like to be kept in cage?
oh my lord please give me fate to gain a meaning to my life... to reach up to dreams and ambitions i have in my heart...! I wish to have perfect family where everything will be what i want... is this possible?
i don't know...! but i just know that nothing is impossible to you...! and so i want to asks my god... may i get that my beautiful dream to live which i have drawn in my heart? can you please do in my favor to bring all my lovelies even a bit more closer than today and keep my life happiest with them and their smiling faces? please do this...!
i want to fly in the sky not lonely but with the smiles on their faces and eyes glued upto me when i will fly in sky...!
i am happy for what i m today but want to reach upto that stage which i have dreamed for me, and my family...! to have love, faith, trust and loyalty from family is the biggest thing in this world and then i could get one most important thing in my life my strength and smile which have been behind the clouds of fear...! please bring the sunlight of that everything which i expect from my family...! i want to do whatever i want to and yet wish to get a love, support and trust from my family...! god, i don't know whether my current family is gonna this or not for me... but yes i want to tell that i will be like this what i expect from my family...! i will try to be perfect... i want to live that dream in real for which i have been craving every moment since so long...!
i want to wear what i want... i want to do what i want... i want to go where i want... i want to laugh as much as i want... i want to run as much as i want... i want to live my life for someone so that some one will never feel to cry like me ever...! so that i would die with the pleasure that someone has got an opportunity to live that my every dream in real which i had been willing to live...! :)
I love u my god... just living today, dreaming my future and waiting for the moment to color...! :) I love u so much for atleast giving me all of these things which i have with me today :) because when i look around i found that there are people who don't have not even what i have... but yet i wish to get higher and higher not only for myself satisfaction but even for them who are below me... to help them, to give them a nice one perfectly shaped lives... i really want to be supporter or media to direct the lives of those orphan people who really have right to live that every dream which i have dreamed today for me... and just willing to be one brisk in those dreams for them also along with me...!
but without your support i can't do anything... so just please be with me, guide me, support me, love me, protect me and please please please please be with me forever my goodness my lord... because whatever i good i do in my life is just and just your bless and nothing more ever...! :)
